My memories of you will never die.
I have no idea of anything. I don’t know what I’m doing. Everything’s empty. This hole is too big to fill in.
All I can say is it still hurts a lot. Every time I saw her with that guy. When will his pain go away?
It hurts. It’s too excruciating. Seeing the only person that you love with someone else. I feel hopeless, incapable and useless. She’s happy now. I know that’s what I want but part of it was hoping that I am the one whose making her happy. It hurts too much when all I see is them together everywhere when all I do is watch just wishing that that guy was me instead. I feel like such a loser and all I can do is stand and watch.